Apr 15, 2005 12:06
ok so this morning i was all like late to skool, kinda and that was fun. i guess. im currently in the media center its lunch, and generally this is MY safe place so i dont have to see denis on these days but noooooo the bitch is in here. *GUURRR* *cries* y?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *shakes fit at sky* gurr, bad smell... is it a good thing i think i can smell him... ew.
neeeeewaaaaays spent the night at ashleys had a good time at her party thing. i think her friends r hot... too bad sarahs not gay? lol jk jk... oh yea then theres that whole jordan thing... oops ... jk jk!!! i love jordan, in a i really wanna see him TONIGHT and SAT kinda way. i wish he didnt work tonight. thats retarded... hum at least i think he works tonight. idk
i think i wanna kill beth, its great she lets me have a life and all but shes a fucking spaz. i wanna kill her in the ashley told me stuff im not supost to know about her telling random hair dressers about my ... stuff with denis and my shitty life styles at home. i wanna beat her. and i could to shes fucking small ill beat the hell out of her.... hummm *wonders*
hum..................... i wanna see/talk to jordan. idk wats up with me for sum reason id like to beat the hell out of annie craven... and christls kinda getting lazy on me. idk i feel like chris must feel everyday perfecting everyone everyday. its stressful being perfect and every1 else is flawed. i just feel off idk wat it is, i need a smoke. *cries* lunch is semi-almost over. i think ill go dick around with other stuff now.