lunch time
slowly but surely i will become anerexic.. or how ever u spell it. i blame livejournal!
this morn' i had something really profound to say about my idiotic skool, but the server was down this morn' and i couldnt get online THEREFORE i forgot. DAMN IT.
today, thus far, has been a strange day from this morning showing my hewbrew scripters teacher the note i have about the day of silence and her asking god to bless me... (?!?) to me mayb losing points in spanish, to getting looked at like my satan, to being called weird, to a hippi teacher not giving a shit. i personally think today has been MUY INTERESANTE... oh speaking of spanish i didnt have my quiz! and uhh shit i was gonna say something that had nothing to do with spanish.. o yea-- this morning in the car my dad made fun of me about the day of silence, and you know hes a dick. *KILLS* *smile* ....
hum so im hungry but i cant eat, must dick around on lj. and im gonna tan tonight and not talk to my cuz in the car... (?) weird. oh balls. i wanna buy that cool tanning lotion... "smokin... pot" lol or mayb "cold hearted" (cuz we all know i am)
hum i miss jordan. mayb my aunt will love ash and i and let him come hang out with a bunch of girls on my cuz's b-day ... WHICH IS TOMORROW!!!!!!! YAY FOR ASHLEY. but dude, sad for the titanic, sad for ashleys friends hampster, sad for abe lincoln, sad for... wanda. lol sry couldnt help myself... but YAY FOR ASHLEY!!!... now that ur gonna b 16 ull only have... 4 more months until u can actually drive.. lol. *giggles* i love u ashley.
sad story so jil and i are slowly drifting... i blame bob, beth... and and and... skool... and... JAKE.(her boi friend) i also blame her friends, and her "lifestyle" ... yeah, makes sence to me. it makes me really depressed though, like dude the last time i saw her was at the ring two and that was soooo long ago and before that it was that night that beth cussed me out for being a slut and told jil and i to get out of the same room with each other... *CRIES* beth is so... HYPOCRITICAL. i hate hypocrits... *looks at self* ... fuck. i dont like it. one of those things that really gets me.
i wish i could see jil more, i want to see jordan, i wish ashley wasnt gonna go away this summer, and i wish normal had a meaning. i wish my life were normal... watever that is...
this morn' i had something really profound to say about my idiotic skool, but the server was down this morn' and i couldnt get online THEREFORE i forgot. DAMN IT.
today, thus far, has been a strange day from this morning showing my hewbrew scripters teacher the note i have about the day of silence and her asking god to bless me... (?!?) to me mayb losing points in spanish, to getting looked at like my satan, to being called weird, to a hippi teacher not giving a shit. i personally think today has been MUY INTERESANTE... oh speaking of spanish i didnt have my quiz! and uhh shit i was gonna say something that had nothing to do with spanish.. o yea-- this morning in the car my dad made fun of me about the day of silence, and you know hes a dick. *KILLS* *smile* ....
hum so im hungry but i cant eat, must dick around on lj. and im gonna tan tonight and not talk to my cuz in the car... (?) weird. oh balls. i wanna buy that cool tanning lotion... "smokin... pot" lol or mayb "cold hearted" (cuz we all know i am)
hum i miss jordan. mayb my aunt will love ash and i and let him come hang out with a bunch of girls on my cuz's b-day ... WHICH IS TOMORROW!!!!!!! YAY FOR ASHLEY. but dude, sad for the titanic, sad for ashleys friends hampster, sad for abe lincoln, sad for... wanda. lol sry couldnt help myself... but YAY FOR ASHLEY!!!... now that ur gonna b 16 ull only have... 4 more months until u can actually drive.. lol. *giggles* i love u ashley.
sad story so jil and i are slowly drifting... i blame bob, beth... and and and... skool... and... JAKE.(her boi friend) i also blame her friends, and her "lifestyle" ... yeah, makes sence to me. it makes me really depressed though, like dude the last time i saw her was at the ring two and that was soooo long ago and before that it was that night that beth cussed me out for being a slut and told jil and i to get out of the same room with each other... *CRIES* beth is so... HYPOCRITICAL. i hate hypocrits... *looks at self* ... fuck. i dont like it. one of those things that really gets me.
i wish i could see jil more, i want to see jordan, i wish ashley wasnt gonna go away this summer, and i wish normal had a meaning. i wish my life were normal... watever that is...