grr
ok i thought today would have gotten better if i called ryan, but it didnt he was all pissy and what not and yelled at me, so i told him goodbye and hung up, i hate this xmas sucks i mean people just piss me off right now .. i hope just to have funn the rest of the break and sleep and if all fails Hide in my little world were i will rock back andforth till something good happens.. maybelike being wiht me friends or seeing tom if he decides to come here.. that could always be fun i cant wait to go see the peter pan movie maybe that will make me happy.. or see someone i hate fall down stairs or something .. something just to make me smile again.. if u know how to help me telll me quick hiding is sounding quite funn right now