Jan 01, 2004 16:52
first i must thank cassie for being a great friend with wonderfull advise!! second have u ever had a dream that u would prefer to be ur reality, like lets say u're dating some guy u have liked since school started and u guys are making out and what not and it seems like greatfunn and ur in love and what not, then ur mom comes in and tells u ur going to canada and get ur a$$ out of bed?? well i happened to me and wow i wish i staied asleep forever in that dream, and right now im very confused and thats were cassie comes into this journal because she is being a wonderful friend and is tring to help me figure things out in my life and tells me she is there for me and if i need a should to cry on she's there or if i need someone to hold me up she is there and i need friends like that right now the most!! i love cassie she is wonderful!! and i know i said some mean stuff bout tom , and im sry i was angery ,he/u keep ditching me not kool, and i stilll love him/u, and i hate when u try to get help from ur bestfriend but she seems not to care to much because she is tryingto get her life in order(which is ok )but when u make time to hear them and there problems but yet they seem not to do the same for u it sucks so much , the oneperson ur suppose to count on dosent seem to care much anymore and there comes another problem in ur life!as miss cassie would said my back is breaking, i gotta get rid of some of this stuff and soon(me now) before i die and that would make things worse!! ok im gunna go so everyone dosent have to read bout my sad little life that seems stuck right now byebye~ i love cassie,tom,mollie!!~