So honestly
I really feel like this is the one place I can be completely honest so here goes...
School:
I suck at it. Im completely unhappy and I really dont know what to do.
Theatre: It is the reason I live. Its too bad that the "teachers" here at NAU think its ok to try and kill people passions. Im stronger that this I really am.
Boys: I dont know If I'll ever not have feelings for Gary part of me thinks I can change his mind...haha riiiiight.
and this whole Frankie this jsut leaves me confused does he like me? or is he just in it for the sex. easy thing to do would be ask I have and I get a different answer every time :(
But Really I cant afford to invest my heart in some one moving back to califorina in May.
Friends: I really have realised how much I need andrea, hannah and jay.
I made some really good friend here I have Lauren, Fef, and Levy mean the world to me and I have a really hard time thinking about my days with out seeing them but I cant stay here any more I just cant :(
Life: Lauren and me have been talk and Getting married and having kids and just being a mommy doesnt sound so bad these days. maybe its cause I really need to be needed. But really the idea of driving kids to school or piano lessions then coming home and spending time with the family doesnt sound so bad I donno :/
bed time ...ok
School:
I suck at it. Im completely unhappy and I really dont know what to do.
Theatre: It is the reason I live. Its too bad that the "teachers" here at NAU think its ok to try and kill people passions. Im stronger that this I really am.
Boys: I dont know If I'll ever not have feelings for Gary part of me thinks I can change his mind...haha riiiiight.
and this whole Frankie this jsut leaves me confused does he like me? or is he just in it for the sex. easy thing to do would be ask I have and I get a different answer every time :(
But Really I cant afford to invest my heart in some one moving back to califorina in May.
Friends: I really have realised how much I need andrea, hannah and jay.
I made some really good friend here I have Lauren, Fef, and Levy mean the world to me and I have a really hard time thinking about my days with out seeing them but I cant stay here any more I just cant :(
Life: Lauren and me have been talk and Getting married and having kids and just being a mommy doesnt sound so bad these days. maybe its cause I really need to be needed. But really the idea of driving kids to school or piano lessions then coming home and spending time with the family doesnt sound so bad I donno :/
bed time ...ok