short update
So yeah, I haven't really felt up to updating lately. So much is happening. I am trying so hard to get into the teacher ed program. I been working hard on my portfolio... and writing billions and more essays. I am so tired and my eyes are popping. I fear..I am not good enough to get into the teacher ed program and that I will let my family and my baby down. And most of all, I will let my husband down. 
That is my worst fear and something I really could not stand. But, the way it looks things are not going my way. I failed the math part of the PPST. I need 3 teachers to say I am good enough for the program and all the teachers are off for the summer and i can not find any to sign my paper saying I am good enough! I even called a few at home! My portfollio is missing articles from our fire a few years ago.. and I just feel.. I will not get admited! and I am scared I won't....
Onto other news... my mother-in-law is in the hospital. She had her left arm go numb on Sunday and had horrible chest pains and thought she was having a heart-attack...
...but it was not that.. just a REALLY bad chest cold! and she has been there ever since...
My sister-in-law left on Sat.
I had really gotten to know her and was sad to see her leave. Me, Binks and Big Donna took her to the airport... (trust me it was not fun..) I had to drive with a suit case in my lap.. ...Little Donna was drunk off her ass when she left.. and smelled sooo bad! We had to stop and get a tooth brush. But.. she made it on the plane safe and sound.. which is the good news.
My auntie Deb left for Thailand yesterday! How lucky is that? I wish I could just get up and travel whenever I wanted!
Won't that be just awsome? So anyways.. my sister is watching my cousin Amanda while my parents are gone! So I went over and spent some time with them yesterday and had some yummy
Itailan!
What else has been happening??? Bianca and I been to the pool a few times with Granny Donna (nana.. rays mom)...
My parents left for FL.. and are coming home tonight!
Bianca and I are going to get them! Their flight got delayed though.. the weather here is horrible!!! I am talking horrible!!
It is raining hippos and Elephants!!! not cats and dogs.. it is raining sooo bad.. and there is a chance of hail tonight! OH... talking about hail a few weeks ago there was a horrible hail storm and it hit both of our cars.. (Ray's and I's...) and we got enough moneys from the insurance to pay of both of our loans!!!!
Isn't that wonderful news?? I surely think so!
The last few days I been kinda sick..
I got horrible tummy aches.. and poops.. and I always feel like I am going to throw up! wahhhh... I woke last night and felt like I was dying.. I hope it passes soon...
Bianca has four teeth now! two on the bottom and two growing on top!
and she has been sleeping through the night now really good in her big girl Crib... she goes to bed around 9 and sleeps till 7:00 or 8:00 in the morning! Which is wonderful for momma!
While shopping at Wally-marts the other day.. me and Binks were heading down the toy asiles.. and guess what Bianca pulled into her lap?? a new RAINBOW BRITE doll!! I did not even know they were out yet!
I looked down to put the item back .. and was like.. Holly.... poo... it is Rainbow Brite! ... now I will have to add that to Bianca's wish list for Christmas or her birthday...*L* (which is two days before christmas)
Bianca is eatting some animal crakers and she is COVERED in gooy cookies.. she is even putting a few for later in her pocket of her bibs.. it is sooo cute! I wish everyone could see!
What else??? Gosh.. I really need to update more.. but I am always sooooo busy!
Ray and I were having a few problems the last few weeks... he was being a PRICK!
But now we are all lovey dovey again! All it took was me telling him I was leaving him and a huge yell fest.. and a longggg...... talk... and now we are very close again and everything is good..
Well.. that is all for now.. I gotta go pick up my parents and also eat something.. I am hungrys and of course take care of my little love monster.. she needs to get ready for bed!
TATA... and lots of love everyone!
That is my worst fear and something I really could not stand. But, the way it looks things are not going my way. I failed the math part of the PPST. I need 3 teachers to say I am good enough for the program and all the teachers are off for the summer and i can not find any to sign my paper saying I am good enough! I even called a few at home! My portfollio is missing articles from our fire a few years ago.. and I just feel.. I will not get admited! and I am scared I won't....
Onto other news... my mother-in-law is in the hospital. She had her left arm go numb on Sunday and had horrible chest pains and thought she was having a heart-attack...
...but it was not that.. just a REALLY bad chest cold! and she has been there ever since...
My sister-in-law left on Sat.
I had really gotten to know her and was sad to see her leave. Me, Binks and Big Donna took her to the airport... (trust me it was not fun..) I had to drive with a suit case in my lap.. ...Little Donna was drunk off her ass when she left.. and smelled sooo bad! We had to stop and get a tooth brush. But.. she made it on the plane safe and sound.. which is the good news.
My auntie Deb left for Thailand yesterday! How lucky is that? I wish I could just get up and travel whenever I wanted!
Won't that be just awsome? So anyways.. my sister is watching my cousin Amanda while my parents are gone! So I went over and spent some time with them yesterday and had some yummy
Itailan!
What else has been happening??? Bianca and I been to the pool a few times with Granny Donna (nana.. rays mom)...
My parents left for FL.. and are coming home tonight!
Bianca and I are going to get them! Their flight got delayed though.. the weather here is horrible!!! I am talking horrible!!
It is raining hippos and Elephants!!! not cats and dogs.. it is raining sooo bad.. and there is a chance of hail tonight! OH... talking about hail a few weeks ago there was a horrible hail storm and it hit both of our cars.. (Ray's and I's...) and we got enough moneys from the insurance to pay of both of our loans!!!!
Isn't that wonderful news?? I surely think so!
The last few days I been kinda sick..
I got horrible tummy aches.. and poops.. and I always feel like I am going to throw up! wahhhh... I woke last night and felt like I was dying.. I hope it passes soon...
Bianca has four teeth now! two on the bottom and two growing on top!
and she has been sleeping through the night now really good in her big girl Crib... she goes to bed around 9 and sleeps till 7:00 or 8:00 in the morning! Which is wonderful for momma!
While shopping at Wally-marts the other day.. me and Binks were heading down the toy asiles.. and guess what Bianca pulled into her lap?? a new RAINBOW BRITE doll!! I did not even know they were out yet!
I looked down to put the item back .. and was like.. Holly.... poo... it is Rainbow Brite! ... now I will have to add that to Bianca's wish list for Christmas or her birthday...*L* (which is two days before christmas)
Bianca is eatting some animal crakers and she is COVERED in gooy cookies.. she is even putting a few for later in her pocket of her bibs.. it is sooo cute! I wish everyone could see!
What else??? Gosh.. I really need to update more.. but I am always sooooo busy!
Ray and I were having a few problems the last few weeks... he was being a PRICK!
But now we are all lovey dovey again! All it took was me telling him I was leaving him and a huge yell fest.. and a longggg...... talk... and now we are very close again and everything is good..
Well.. that is all for now.. I gotta go pick up my parents and also eat something.. I am hungrys and of course take care of my little love monster.. she needs to get ready for bed!
TATA... and lots of love everyone!