Everything Yet Nothing At All....
Well, after another long night it will be another long day, but that is just me. And on this long night i was just thinking about god. I mean can he, (or maybe she but probably he bc guys run the show. See Chapter 2), do everything, but some things are impossible like cooking a burrito hotter then u can eat it. Can he? But he is god so maybe he can do both in some weird sort of way that us people dont know about. Maybe like a time paradox where god freezes time and he does both which looks like the same time but actually he is in to different times or even another paradox world. Some wonder if he really exists. I wonder this to some times it feels god is next to me other times it feels like there is no god. But one time i saw god's face on a soft taco shell. He was just smiling letting me know never to be bad again, and so far i havent had to. So far. Well i got my sunshine in a bag so i dont have to worry for a while.
God is why all humans dont kill everyone else. Our belief stops us to do things like steal, kill, or sleep with everyone. However sick sons of bitches will kill and there are millions of whores everywhere. Our faith keeps people safe but the millions who do unmoral things usually have no faith or weak faith resulting in a life of sin. God knows everyone will sin exept for jesus. Jesus is the strongest being to ever step on this planet. Perhaps there is another planet full of Jesi (plural of jesus).
Who knows what is out there not one will ever know and yet we are afraid. We are afraid of the unknown. The scarest parts in a movie is waiting for a door to open or expected something to happen next, but as soon as u see what the monster is then u arent as afraid or not afraid at all. For example, if u open a door and there is a 10 foot monster, you would be like that is bad but not as bad as a 100 foot monster. If there was a 100 foot monster you might say that is bad but not as bad as a 1000 foot monster. And so on. Thats why we are always afraid of the unknown and why we are always going to be. We think something that is going to be bad and we go through it and find out it is not bad.
However we will always be afraid of space and all the unexplained laws. Black holes suck in matter every second. The universe is expanding faster and faster. Meaning after the big bang the universe from year to year the galaxies are spreading apart faster exponentially not by a set rate. But if the universe is everything then how can we expand? Dark Matter surrounds us but does it go on for ever? Is there more than one universe? So many questions. Can we travel through dark matter? We dont know much about the universe. Maybe our government knows everything and saves us from the aweful truth. But the universe will keep expanding until it finally expands to far to hold and collapses into another and starts another big bang. How many times has this occur / will occur.
This could be a part of everything that is going on inside my head, or yet it really could be nothing at all.
God is why all humans dont kill everyone else. Our belief stops us to do things like steal, kill, or sleep with everyone. However sick sons of bitches will kill and there are millions of whores everywhere. Our faith keeps people safe but the millions who do unmoral things usually have no faith or weak faith resulting in a life of sin. God knows everyone will sin exept for jesus. Jesus is the strongest being to ever step on this planet. Perhaps there is another planet full of Jesi (plural of jesus).
Who knows what is out there not one will ever know and yet we are afraid. We are afraid of the unknown. The scarest parts in a movie is waiting for a door to open or expected something to happen next, but as soon as u see what the monster is then u arent as afraid or not afraid at all. For example, if u open a door and there is a 10 foot monster, you would be like that is bad but not as bad as a 100 foot monster. If there was a 100 foot monster you might say that is bad but not as bad as a 1000 foot monster. And so on. Thats why we are always afraid of the unknown and why we are always going to be. We think something that is going to be bad and we go through it and find out it is not bad.
However we will always be afraid of space and all the unexplained laws. Black holes suck in matter every second. The universe is expanding faster and faster. Meaning after the big bang the universe from year to year the galaxies are spreading apart faster exponentially not by a set rate. But if the universe is everything then how can we expand? Dark Matter surrounds us but does it go on for ever? Is there more than one universe? So many questions. Can we travel through dark matter? We dont know much about the universe. Maybe our government knows everything and saves us from the aweful truth. But the universe will keep expanding until it finally expands to far to hold and collapses into another and starts another big bang. How many times has this occur / will occur.
This could be a part of everything that is going on inside my head, or yet it really could be nothing at all.