Been a while.
Well its been a while since I've updated. And sure why not. I think I should do it. Some stuff has happened. Some good. Most bad. I found out that my roommate stole my key and then lied to my face about it...Well maybe I should tell the whole story.
One morning a couple weeks ago I woke up and went to lunch and came back only to find out that I didnt have a key to my room...weird I know. Then I went to Safety & Security and reported it missing and they didnt believe me so whatever. I came back and lived without a key for a while. Then last week a guy came from Safety & Security to replace the core in the door. And he collected the keys from the lock that was in the door. Kyle turned in his key. And then Mark turned in his key...and it was my key...the security officer looked at him like "omg youre stupid" and yeah so thats when I knew that he did it. And so that was super frustrating. And of course Mark denied it all, even in the mediation with Jared...the PA for my floor. Then a couple days ago I was looking for Mark's Leatherman in his desk and found his room key...So that proved that he lied to both my and Jared's face. Which is the worst thing to me. It would have been so different if he had just told me about it. I wouldnt have cared. But no, he had to lie. Oh well, karma is a bitch. And he will get his. And so now I am in the process of moving out next quarter, which makes me super happy. There is a possibility that I could get a double sized room on west all to myself. Definately awesome. However there is a thought in my mind...maybe I should just go home...but I have alot to think about so I hope I will come to a good decision soon, and make the right one.
Well the month without seeing Jen didnt happen. I saw her on Sunday! It was so awesome. I missed her so much. My friend Kjell took me up to Everett and we met there which was so cool! We hugged for so long when we first saw each other. I loved it :). Then we went and got something to eat at A & W, which was alright. Then we walked around for a bit and decided that the Everett mall sucked and was just full of white trash anyway, so we decided to go down to Lynnwood. It was a much better decision. We hung out for a while there :). I got a new shirt and some lotion and Jen got a couple new shirts. And yeah She brought me back to college and she went home. It sucked that it was so short. But oh well it had to be taht way so her parents wouldnt find out and she wouldnt get in trouble for it.
But yeah today was alright. I just have alot of thinking about what I should do. Like I really dont like it at this school. But there are some cool people who do care about me and Jen helped me realize that today. But on the other hand there are alot of really awesome people at home who care about me also. So its a push there. But the tie-breaker with this would be that I would get to see Jen every weekend staying here. So I think that would be worth it to me. As long as I get away from Mark and get the classes that I want, I will be happy.
Well I should get to bed because I do need to get up and study for this test that I have tomorrow night. Im going to try to update more often because it felt really good to type all this out :)
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I totally love this song that I'm listening to. The lyrics are so awesome :)
"The years have gone by fast, Oh how we have grown.
The times were always easy.
Now thoughts of you consume me.
But I wanted you to know that youre the brightest shining star I've ever seen.
Oh how blesse we are, to share in everything, life before was cold, cold and empty.
Everytime I see your face I'm reminded of what it is to be alive.
The miles will pull apart and I will not lose sight of the gift that I've been handed, been blessed so much.
But why?
I feel so undeserving.
I wanted you to know that youre the brightest shining star that I've ever seen.
If the special person these lyrics are for is smart they will know that they are my shining star :)
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One morning a couple weeks ago I woke up and went to lunch and came back only to find out that I didnt have a key to my room...weird I know. Then I went to Safety & Security and reported it missing and they didnt believe me so whatever. I came back and lived without a key for a while. Then last week a guy came from Safety & Security to replace the core in the door. And he collected the keys from the lock that was in the door. Kyle turned in his key. And then Mark turned in his key...and it was my key...the security officer looked at him like "omg youre stupid" and yeah so thats when I knew that he did it. And so that was super frustrating. And of course Mark denied it all, even in the mediation with Jared...the PA for my floor. Then a couple days ago I was looking for Mark's Leatherman in his desk and found his room key...So that proved that he lied to both my and Jared's face. Which is the worst thing to me. It would have been so different if he had just told me about it. I wouldnt have cared. But no, he had to lie. Oh well, karma is a bitch. And he will get his. And so now I am in the process of moving out next quarter, which makes me super happy. There is a possibility that I could get a double sized room on west all to myself. Definately awesome. However there is a thought in my mind...maybe I should just go home...but I have alot to think about so I hope I will come to a good decision soon, and make the right one.
Well the month without seeing Jen didnt happen. I saw her on Sunday! It was so awesome. I missed her so much. My friend Kjell took me up to Everett and we met there which was so cool! We hugged for so long when we first saw each other. I loved it :). Then we went and got something to eat at A & W, which was alright. Then we walked around for a bit and decided that the Everett mall sucked and was just full of white trash anyway, so we decided to go down to Lynnwood. It was a much better decision. We hung out for a while there :). I got a new shirt and some lotion and Jen got a couple new shirts. And yeah She brought me back to college and she went home. It sucked that it was so short. But oh well it had to be taht way so her parents wouldnt find out and she wouldnt get in trouble for it.
But yeah today was alright. I just have alot of thinking about what I should do. Like I really dont like it at this school. But there are some cool people who do care about me and Jen helped me realize that today. But on the other hand there are alot of really awesome people at home who care about me also. So its a push there. But the tie-breaker with this would be that I would get to see Jen every weekend staying here. So I think that would be worth it to me. As long as I get away from Mark and get the classes that I want, I will be happy.
Well I should get to bed because I do need to get up and study for this test that I have tomorrow night. Im going to try to update more often because it felt really good to type all this out :)
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I totally love this song that I'm listening to. The lyrics are so awesome :)
"The years have gone by fast, Oh how we have grown.
The times were always easy.
Now thoughts of you consume me.
But I wanted you to know that youre the brightest shining star I've ever seen.
Oh how blesse we are, to share in everything, life before was cold, cold and empty.
Everytime I see your face I'm reminded of what it is to be alive.
The miles will pull apart and I will not lose sight of the gift that I've been handed, been blessed so much.
But why?
I feel so undeserving.
I wanted you to know that youre the brightest shining star that I've ever seen.
If the special person these lyrics are for is smart they will know that they are my shining star :)
P.S. Comment me! I love comments!!