Dec 21, 2003 01:51
you know my dad piss' me off.. ok well.. seeing that like its saturday and my banks closed today i could get my check cashed.. so i had asked my dad if he would get this gift for wes' mom and i would give hime the $ when i cash my check.. i just wanted to get her gift so like i knew i had it.. so it doesnt get sold out.. but ne how.. he acted like a big ass hole about.. and shit.. go fig right..grrr.. ne how..so not i have to wait till like moneday or so..if they dont have that gift ne more.. i have seen some other things she would like so itll be ok i guess.. but yeah..i also still have to get wesleys gift..you know i about to just like tell everyone not to get me ne thing.. and im about to not give ne one nething next year.. b/c its stupid.. this isnt what christmas is about.. its not about the lights or the tree.. or the gifts.. none of that matters..its so stupid.. idk.. yeah its nice getting things and its nice to give peopel thing.. when you know that they will love it.. but..blah.. ne how.. im going to get off that.. lol..well ok.. so.. i got my bro out of the way.and i know this is stupid.. but seeing that cash is very low.. and i cant think of ne thing to get chris that would be meaningful..i made his x-mas gift..i drew him a picture of him and i from when i was like 4 and he was like 7 or so.. and its so cute.. i made it big its like 14x18 or so..?.. and i hope it likes it.. i feel bad that i didnt like get him something.. but idk..hes a hard one to get things for.. like when i give a gift i like it to be mean something to that person.. and everytime they look at it they will think of me.. and when i gave it to them.. idk.. thats just how i am.but ne how.i got my mom..a angle bear that says mom on it.. and its ok cute.. and some lil angle things you put on a door. and some potpourri that smells so good.. i was about to keep it for my self..lol..but ne how.ummm..i still want to get dad something.. but what?? lol once again someone thats so hard to get things for..so i think ill get him a shirt..i know its not meaningful but what else do you get a man that gets hime self everything he wants.blah..i wish i had more money..oh well... i was thinking.. and like i think im going to go later and get poeple gifts..its better late then never right?.... yeah its like 2:05am and im watching bambe.. lol.. all thats on TV is snow..so im SOL... im about to go to bed.. i just got done making candy.. im going to give some to wesleys mom.. i think she'll like um.. ne how.. grrrrrrr.. it doesnt even feel like saturday has passed.. oh well yeah im just starting to talk about nothing now.. soo yeah im going to go to bed..