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Sarah is excited, and should be in bed. I am happy. I never really realized it, but I actually am. I have self esteem, and I actually feel worthy of being loved. I'm amazed. And, I had a really nice chat with a very old, and dear friend, who I should really talk to more. They made me realize how much better I am now, than I was when I first met them, as far as my mental stability. I used to be a little more outgoing, and talkative, but I guess after being shut down by so many so called friends, I'm glad to know I still have my friends from back in the day. Before I became too punk rock for punk rockers. And before I became an asshole. Hehe. Were we ever so young?