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Hi. I quit that job. It sucked ass. Not too much to be said about it. I'm so miserable, and happy at the same time. I love Daniel, but I hate his family. Especially his sisters and his mother. I will never let him know this, but I do. They want to move to Alabama. No fucking way am I going to Alabama. It's rediculous to even ask me to go. If he decides to go, that's fine. I don't care. I'm not going. Even if it means the end of our long fight to stay together, it will have to be that way. I'm so done with everything right now. I almost said it was over the other day. Honestly, I think it is. I feel like I'm beating a dead horse. Before I would be crying right now, but I'm not. I'm numb to everything. He has to make a choice, me or them. It's in his court now, I've done eveything I can. So, I'm going and applying at AOL tomorrow, and a bunch of other places, and hopefully one will turn out to be the right one and I will get out of my parents house, and that will be that.
Anyway, I know, long time no post. No time, no ambition, and a total lack of interest. Not in you guys, but in everything. I don't knw what's wrong with me. I think it's just that i'm very disolutioned (sp?) right now, and it's late, and I've been awake for god knows how long, and I'm just tired of being the excuse.
Blah. I hate everything.
Anyway, I know, long time no post. No time, no ambition, and a total lack of interest. Not in you guys, but in everything. I don't knw what's wrong with me. I think it's just that i'm very disolutioned (sp?) right now, and it's late, and I've been awake for god knows how long, and I'm just tired of being the excuse.
Blah. I hate everything.