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well lets see life is freaked up and borin late night skate this friday im going 2 that.zack and paulette r in bartow right now they will be there 4 a while my house is gettin torn down this week sometime ryan is bein a froot loop and my boy friend wants to go to the movies but i cant then my 2nd best friend just went to newyork and i miss him already hes like the big brother i never had.umm i might go to my cousins house well i want to go to me cousins house. i like it there i ussaly hang out with misti kyle dominic and jorden somtimes jojo ally and ryan i love it over there. im waiting for my aunt to call me so i can go over there. i want to put strikes in my hairblond ones .every time we speak on the phone or in person i miss you more and more y couldnt u get it thro your head that i miss you your smile your touch yuor laugh everysecond of every minute of every day i will miss u . u see theres this boy that i think about but he doesntt no it he doeasnt no that i careall he ever talks about is how fucked up live is and how much its not worth living for and the reason is over a girl and even tho i like him i dont say a word and i just try to make him happy but shes all he thinks about all tho it bugs me i cant tell him cuz that would be wrong of me so i figure if i just wait till he gives up on her mybe hell see how much i care about him and how he feels but for now ill let it go . i gtg mikey got here i wanna bug him
always &forever
heather