Nov 07, 2004 20:19
Bleh today was okay. Its started out good. I went to church which was awesome cuz i havent gone in a really long time and it felt good to talk to my old friends again and listen to music that is actually good for me! um but through the whole sermon i was very cold and then hot... and then cold again... then i would get the chills. But i thought that was just because of the rain because sometimes my body reacts strangly to rain. So anyways i get home and go to the park to help my mom decorate for my dads 40th b-day! it was fun and we had a huge turn out of like 100 people thorugh the whole party! then i went home to meet lynsey and Daryl to go to Ulta for this members apprecitation thing (since mymomo works there we got to go in after hours and get 50% off of certain products... the 35% off of EVERYTHING else...it was refrikindiculous!!) but then i started to get dizzy and sick feeling. So now im at home... 102 degrees later sick :'( CURSE THE KIDS AT KIDZ KORNER... they got me sick :'( so ya so it sucks cuz im supposed to go to Vegas with Daryl this weekend... so hopefully i will be better by then.
Im so confused about a lot of things. I thought i had it mostly figured out... but as usual i was wrong. I wish i could explain but its hard cuz im not sure how to say it. BLEH its so frusterating. I love high school but at the same time i hate it. Things couldnt be more wrong, but then again i hear thats what everyone goes through. Most people say im just "finding myself" but thats not it at all. Im perfectly comfortable with myself... its other people who have to figure themselves out... they say things to other people to make them think they are" better" or in the "in crowd" not giving a #### who the hell they are talking about and who the hell they are hurting... people suck, and its sad (thank you to happy bunny for the quote) so ya i believe that ws my sucky day! hope your was better! (that is if anyone even reads this haha)
~Im OuT~
Rischelley<---- who ever started that... you suck... {:-O
Shelly is what i prefer to be called