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Bleh... that is all i have to say about today. It was a stupid day and i should have just stayed home. First of all i woke up late because my mom thought that she would just "re-arrange" my desk for me which was nice and everything, except for the fact that she turned my alarm all the way down and so it was to quiet for me to here this morning. So if it werent for melissa calling me i wouldnt have even made it on time. (thank you melissa.. i always appreciate your random calls at random hours of the day :-D luv ya) ao anyways.... then i get to school in a rush and my nail breaks :'( and it hurts (my god that sounds like a typical girl lol, i dont usually complain about a broken nail haha)anyways so ya. I guess it got a little better for a while, i got an 87% on my chemistry test! But then it seemed like everyone was PMSing today and acting like petty little bitches getting made about ridiculous crap ( i guess that is just girls tho) and we had stupid chapel... okay this isnt helping so im just gunna stop complaining. Um something that went well today, let me think............> (the dots continue as i keep thinking)...i didnt die today, i guess that is always a plus lol... um...im not PMSing, ( i guess you should be more thankful for that more than i should haha :-p). OH i know all the classes were really short today so that was pretty cool ( every time i started to fall alseep the bell would ring!! i went a whole day without falling alseep at school YAY!!) so ya that was pretty my day.
Im really tired of getting my hopes up then getting them squashed... i feel like an ant, finally making to the top of the table to get the food just to be stepped on by someone why really doesnt give a #### about me or anything i do.... its rather dissapointing and unencouraging. It feels like no one really understands what im going through either. I guess it happens to people all the time but it still feels like no one can really relate. Sometimes you have to feel alone for awhile to understand that you really arent alone and that you have amazing friends who will always be there for you...
So ya i guess that is today, rather uneventful and kinda boring...
~SheLLy