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So much to say... i dont even know where to begin, let alone put it into words that anyone would understand. How do you put into words the best and worst week of your life? hmmm well let me try. This week (being last monday till today) i found out who my true friends are... i found out who really cares for me and who and been lying all along. I found out that i can be a lot more than i thought i could be. I also lost something that i thought ment a lot to me. For a while i wasnt sure how i would go on. As petty as that sounds i really was unsure. I hadnt felt that way in a long time i didnt know what to do with my self. I still dont have a lot of motivation for life right now (and that is not suicidal...i just mean that i dont have much of a reason to give 100%) i dont understand why we have to learn half the crap we learn at school... i guess its just for "common knowledge" for the "just because of it" factor... or maybe so they can make money off of the taxes and tuition. maybe we will never know... its pointless dwelling on it. I still feel lost, i know there is a plan for me but its soooo hard because i like knowing things especially when they have to do w/my future lol... but then again i am also a very random person and love change so we will just see what happens. But things seem to be looking up i guess
So ya... im out
~Rischelle