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Jan 01, 2005 20:48

so another year come and gone...  i look back to see the significant things that happened in my life, and i have come to realize that the things that i thought really matter before really dont mean anything to me now. i wish i hadnt spent so much time worrying about stuff like how people thought of me... cuz in the long run, no one really gives a shit. And all the stupid stuff i did that  was fun at the time was just that... stupid stuff. Ya i guess all of it added up has made me who i am today, but im not sure i like what i see. Just a mess of broken relationships, bad grades, dissapointed parents, destroyed friendships over stupid shit. Hopefully things will get better... that would be nice for once instead of watching things get worse.... i guess we will have to see...

sorry i havent written in a while, my computer got a virus so it took too much effort to make the internet work so i gave up for a while. Not sure what was going on in my last entry, but im not gunna try and fill anyone in SoOOO much has happened. The people who read this anyways (if anyone still does anymore haha) probably already know. So happy new years i guess is a good way to start off. lastnight was awesome. i went to michaels house and hung out with a crap load of people (some a little more on the random side haha) and it was really fun getting to hang out with people who i dont normally hang out with. it was fun getting to talk with sophie again... she is a really easy person to talk to and she is really nice so that was fun. I guess the whole "grace kid" kinda got in the way of everything before, i kinda tried to avoid most of those people... but i forgot of the few who are still really nice! so hopefully i will get to hang out iwth her more. it was kinda nice after alot of the people left (im not exactly a crowd person) but then i had to leave rather early which SUCKEd (untrusting parents)... and then went home and was bored for the rest of the night. and then some other shit happened later and i was up till around 4. thank goodness for texting so i had someone to talk to at the insane hour of the morning (thank you michael!!) but everything is all good for now! so i guess that is it!

~Im OuT~

(ps... SiNgLe!!)

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