May 20, 2005 01:24
well. . .this has indeed been a sad week for me.
Ive been spending alot of time with Josh and Russell.
They both leave for Basic Training on wednesday.
Josh will be gone for 6 months, he has AIT right after basic.
Russell will be gone for 3 months because he has to come back for his senior year of HS, then hes being deployed to Fallujah
Ive felt sick since Tuesday when i found out my my mom has cancer.
I got my lab results back and im Diabetic.
my job is going well and i get paid tomorrow.
my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary party is saturday, then i have another massive party to attend.
Sunday is josh and russells going away party
monday is me finally realizing two of my best friends are leaving.
Tuesday is me having a massive anxiety attack.
then i start writing alot of letters. ALOT OF LETTERS
i wish they didnt have to go. . . .