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tearsandtildes

[003] re: post-Hogwarts virus

Sep 15, 2010 21:13

[Locked to Sam's friends, i.e. anyone he has friended]

Wow. Even in the middle of a kid's book, my life is really screwed up and depressing.

That's... promising.

listening to emo music while dean's out, have i mentioned my dead girlfriend jess, [comm] dramadramaduck, so much angst in one little sentence, my issues - they are legion, crying on my keyboard, my angst is the angstiest angst, avoiding mentioning my job

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autophoenix September 16 2010, 08:21:05 UTC

You got hit, huh?

I wouldn't take it too hard, Sam. A while back, there was supposed to be some ... greatest wish virus. It was more like one big nightmare for most of us.

I guess what I'm trying to say is it's not like the community knows the end-all, be-all of our lives.

tearsandtildes September 17 2010, 01:21:11 UTC

Is that what that was?

... Well, it seemed to know plenty, actually.

autophoenix September 17 2010, 01:22:25 UTC

A virus? Yeah. Same as that cruise from before.

What do you mean? What did it know?

tearsandtildes September 17 2010, 04:23:40 UTC

Are they all like this?

Just... about Jess.

autophoenix September 17 2010, 04:47:02 UTC

Your girlfriend, right?

... I'm sorry. But, Sam, listen. It's just trying to screw with you, okay? You can't let it.

tearsandtildes September 17 2010, 15:38:54 UTC

I don't need it broadcasting my life to the world, either.

autophoenix September 17 2010, 22:03:15 UTC

... Yeah. I don't really blame you for that.

tearsandtildes September 18 2010, 01:13:15 UTC

I guess you'd understand.

autophoenix September 18 2010, 01:18:13 UTC

Yeah. There was a virus a while back ... before you joined, I think. It kind of ... shoved it all in my face. Everything that happened that I've tried to get away from. It showed me how it would be if I'd never ... brought all this down on us.

But, you just have to pick up and keep moving. Ignore it. Don't let it get to you, or you'll drive yourself crazy.

tearsandtildes September 18 2010, 01:47:04 UTC

You sound like Dean.

autophoenix September 18 2010, 01:50:14 UTC

I'm trying really hard to take that in a good way, but I just don't see any way that I can.

tearsandtildes September 18 2010, 02:03:01 UTC

He just... likes to talk about repressing things and ignoring them.

autophoenix September 18 2010, 02:05:11 UTC

I used to think you couldn't just bury things and walk away from them. But, after a certain point, you just learn to ... accept the crap and keep moving. It's the only thing you can do if you want to even come close to normal.

tearsandtildes September 18 2010, 02:08:16 UTC

So you think we can go back to normal.

autophoenix September 18 2010, 02:09:34 UTC

I think we can try. Even if we don't succeed, I mean, there's a relative normal. Settling for that wouldn't even be that bad.

tearsandtildes September 18 2010, 02:17:38 UTC

Don't you ever worry that it will come and find you anyways?

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