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tearsandtildes

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Jun 29, 2010 00:16

I don't know what would be worse: if the nightmares never went away... or if they did, and I never saw her again: even in dreams.

listening to emo music while dean's out, have i mentioned my dead girlfriend jess, things that prompt bed wetting episodes, [comm] dramadramaduck, so much angst in one little sentence, my issues - they are legion, crying on my keyboard, my angst is the angstiest angst, avoiding mentioning my job, [ic] journal post (text)

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ttlynotcable June 29 2010, 18:08:23 UTC

... hard decision to make, man. But you're not alone in that one.

tearsandtildes June 30 2010, 01:53:17 UTC

What happened to you?

ttlynotcable June 30 2010, 04:53:34 UTC

A whole hell of a lot, more than any sixteen-year old should have to, that's for sure.

I've seen people die because of me, for me, and I couldn't do anything to save them.

tearsandtildes June 30 2010, 05:13:12 UTC

... That's how this feels, actually.

;asldkfj those keywords. xD ttlynotcable June 30 2010, 05:30:09 UTC

Yeah, then I know all too well.

Not gonna lie, there really isn't a whole lot you can do at this point. But one thing that's helped me keep going is knowing that they'd want me to. I know that Forge and the others wouldn't have wanted me to give up, y'know?

xD /whistles innocently tearsandtildes June 30 2010, 06:10:27 UTC

I guess there's at least that. I can do this for... her.

ttlynotcable June 30 2010, 12:09:42 UTC

Sorry it's not a cure-all, but it's the best I can do.

tearsandtildes June 30 2010, 16:16:52 UTC

I don't really expect anybody to be able to cure this.

But uh... thanks.

ttlynotcable June 30 2010, 18:49:44 UTC

You'd be surprised who's asked that kind of thing.

No problem.

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