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today was okay i was really hoping it would be a good day but nope it wasn't god dman it. i went to the mall today to hook kevin up with this chick amanda but that didn't work so well. amanda brought ehr friedn lyndsey who is like my best friend i haven't see her in forever. i got to hug her which is something i really missed doing.....that sounded wierd...well anyways lyndsey didn't like kevin and kevin kept going and hanging out with other people. christy came and she was hanin with us. anyways lyndsey and amanda decided to leave cuz lyndsey was gettin annoyed with kevin and amanda thought it was akward so uhh yah they left and i really didn't want lyndsey to leave i've missed her so much maybe she doesn't know how much i've missed her. i guess i really don't tell ehr much anymore she used to be the person i'd go to with problems but i've jsut been really quiet lately..does she know how fucked up things are? i just really can't take anymore of this adam and kevin crap i have to choose one of them ugh i think i'll break up with adam and just stay singe till i figure out what to do cuz i really just don't know. ugh damn you lyndsey why did you have to leave at the mall i needed you so abd today you don't know how abd i really need you..i hardly ever see you what kind fo friendship is that. despite how much i lvoe you and need you i really think we shouldn't be friends anymore because friends hang out and do stuff we don't...maybe your just using me and it took me forever to figure it out...