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why have i been thinking like this. i want to wlcome death at my door step...i wouldn't kill myself but i cna't wait for detah to coem for me. what is wrong with me? it's not rite for me to thinkt hat way. what has happened to make me think like this? i really don't know. all i cna do is hope i don't do whats been on my mind i'd never be forgiven and i'm tired of basking in sorrow.