i hate this....all of this
well...today did suck alot even tho i hun out with amber and nicole today...and i guess jess......when i got hoem from school today my mom was on the phone talking to the doctors office and she made an oppointment.then she called my into the living rooma nd(i kno this sounds gorss and if anyones dares make fun of my mom i'll fuckin kill you)but anyways she said that when her breast gets squeezed blood come out of it.after that she broke down crying and i am like so scared now i called dom a few minuts ago and broke down on the phone about it cuz i keep thinking about how lost i would be without my mom an also about how mean i can be to her but i truly do lover her so so so so much i just have trouble getting those words out.i hope that there is nothing worng with ehr cuz like i said i luv my momm so much.some of the reaosn why i really broke down on the phoen to doma dn starting crying and could barley talk is not only my mom (thats most fo itz)but before that jess was tleling em to fuck off and the she doens;t care about me or some shit like that.i was in so mood to be told to fuck off...i can be hurt to..