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when a boy meets a girl...
well i know sometimes its hard to let go of the past..
it came hunting you whenever you are starting to forget everything back,
but then again if you keep dwelling on your past, will you ever see what the future gona bring for you.
And it hit me hard that day i know and i still cant believe thats what i'm still feeling at that momment of time.
the reaction i had was a sudden and i was surprised.
maybe deep down i still feel that way because all i'm trying to do all this while is to buried it deep deep down and never ever to feel or let it all out. but that news hit me hard i know.
and i realised its time to let everything go.
i was told that everything happened for a reason.
and if that thing doesnt belong to us...even if its in front of us you still cant get it.
but if the thing is us to belong to, even if it is on the other side of the world..you go one round and there it meet together...
sometimes i sit and think why all this thing happened. and it saddened me. but yet i'm simply happy with how things are now for me.
either way i dont deserve him or he dont deserve me.
and for the first time my heart is so sure about something..
and i realised, sometimes your heart just know......
i know memories cant be erased..but memories are memories..it will always stay there...whether its bad or good.
and i'm just glad that i go through those times and learn everything from it....i've been there and done that.
life's a gamble...
love too.
you fall in love and then fall out out of love.
and not all true love leads to marriage.
and then again you cant assume that he/she is the one although after you get married to that someone..
until then that death drew us apart, then u know that he or she is really the one.
one person teach me other form of love..
the other person taught me the another kind of love..
its two different kind of love.
Life is not that easy. its full of choices.
its either you make the right choice or the wrong one
and they said follow your heart coz its always right
but at the same time .
its the brain that think whether its good or bad.
and in the end its all come back to the same thing.
think with your mind but not wid ur feelings.
dont let ur feelings overcome your mind...
and i realised that is what i've been doing...
it shall end here.
here..
goodbye...