Nice mess.
Well monday was like, perfect, as I said. Past two days have been a mix of total shit and total amazing loveliness!
It's practically war at church. Me, Tom, Cara & Bush VS The Willis clan (minus Chris, she's safe haha). We really should get a better name than just our names. Anyway, they all hate me. And only Peter has reason to be slightly annoyed with me! They're all being pathetic and ridiculous. Me and Tom are incredibly stressed out! And Bush is just in shock that there can be so much bitching in a church... and from the minister an his kids too! *sigh*
Things at home aren't too good to be honest. Me and the parents havn't stopped fighting for ages. Uncle Tony's gone on a bender again and lost his job. Nan's practically having a breakdown, and being pretty skank to me. Two of my cousins have started self harming. It's all such a mess, and there's not a lot I can do!
BUT there's always an upside right?
I finally sent off my college reapplication, after all this time! Get innnn. Just hope they let me come back now haha!
I met someone. Who takes my breath away with how amazing they are! Someone who finally gets me, accepts and understands me, wants to talk to me and meet up with me. Lol I think I love them haha! :p
I'm also getting close to someone else. It makes me belly go all flippy when I see them. Everytime I talk to them I smile a little wider. Hints are being dropped like bombs over London during the Blitz. But at the moment, they're just hints. We shall see, hmm?
Right. I have to be up in about 6 hours, so I'd better go to bed! Night all :]] xxx
It's practically war at church. Me, Tom, Cara & Bush VS The Willis clan (minus Chris, she's safe haha). We really should get a better name than just our names. Anyway, they all hate me. And only Peter has reason to be slightly annoyed with me! They're all being pathetic and ridiculous. Me and Tom are incredibly stressed out! And Bush is just in shock that there can be so much bitching in a church... and from the minister an his kids too! *sigh*
Things at home aren't too good to be honest. Me and the parents havn't stopped fighting for ages. Uncle Tony's gone on a bender again and lost his job. Nan's practically having a breakdown, and being pretty skank to me. Two of my cousins have started self harming. It's all such a mess, and there's not a lot I can do!
BUT there's always an upside right?
I finally sent off my college reapplication, after all this time! Get innnn. Just hope they let me come back now haha!
I met someone. Who takes my breath away with how amazing they are! Someone who finally gets me, accepts and understands me, wants to talk to me and meet up with me. Lol I think I love them haha! :p
I'm also getting close to someone else. It makes me belly go all flippy when I see them. Everytime I talk to them I smile a little wider. Hints are being dropped like bombs over London during the Blitz. But at the moment, they're just hints. We shall see, hmm?
Right. I have to be up in about 6 hours, so I'd better go to bed! Night all :]] xxx