......what is love.....
Wow.. so like i forgot i even had this.....
can i just say how dumb freakin guys are... they are trully.. gay.. stupidness... break to u wanna be friends with benefits .. n' bang.. i guess were done..... mmk? jus like that.. never talked about it... i tried n' u just flippen ignore.. couldnt even write ... couldnt call.. nothing.. zip.... nada.. wth.. seriously how much of a jerk can u be.. u know im sitting her confused.. hurt.. n' u know how much i love you... n' u dont give a shhhiiicrap...... seriously.. how messed up can u be.. makes me think... did u love me.. or did u just say that.. i thought u really did.. it was just something that felt so right.... n' being not with u.. only makes me realize every freaking day again and again.. how much i freaking loove you.. i much i want u n' need u .. i seriously .. dont know if i can love anyone like i loved u.. i cant picture.. its just weird.... YOU'LL NEVER FIND A GIRL WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME........ so true.. u wont.. lol i almost hope u get played n' messed up with.. n' i hope u realize ...i hope u wish that u had held on to what we had.. im not waiting around for you... i cant.. i cant do that to mysself.. but i just dont understand.. how u got something u wanted .. n' everything so great.. n' one thing .. one problem comes up.. n' u just throw everythin away.. just like that... why??... i just want to talk to you... bout stuff.. so that way i can not be so frustrated with things n' move on... i just need to know stuff.. n' i wanna make it so we can be able to be like how we were before.. friends.. as hard as hell as thats gonna be for me.. it owuld be too weird to like live without u.. i've been with u through so much since freshmen year.. n' our senior year.. i cant just act like i dont know u .. idk.. anyways.. basically u suck.. n' i love u.. n' i wish that you could just see how unbelievbly stupid you are... how is so hard to talk to me bout stuff.. i dont want to argue.. i dont want to fight .. i just wanna make things right.. n' if ur scared ur gonna hurt me.. i'm not.. i just want tot know.. i think im strong enough to handle the truth.. ... ass........ anyways.. school sucks my freking ho ho's.. its so easy this year.. seriously.. i hope its a breeze.. dont liek government much tho.. i'll live.. i miss my old senior friends.. its really not that same.. dance will be interesting this year.... its funny how people change so.. suddenly..... crazy... n' my brothers wife.. is officilliay not my favorite person.. she's being such a biiiiiiiiotch.. ya know? ugh.. i cant wait till they move out.. well.. i think i've writeen enought crap in this thing..... felt good to let out some stuff.. so later
can i just say how dumb freakin guys are... they are trully.. gay.. stupidness... break to u wanna be friends with benefits .. n' bang.. i guess were done..... mmk? jus like that.. never talked about it... i tried n' u just flippen ignore.. couldnt even write ... couldnt call.. nothing.. zip.... nada.. wth.. seriously how much of a jerk can u be.. u know im sitting her confused.. hurt.. n' u know how much i love you... n' u dont give a shhhiiicrap...... seriously.. how messed up can u be.. makes me think... did u love me.. or did u just say that.. i thought u really did.. it was just something that felt so right.... n' being not with u.. only makes me realize every freaking day again and again.. how much i freaking loove you.. i much i want u n' need u .. i seriously .. dont know if i can love anyone like i loved u.. i cant picture.. its just weird.... YOU'LL NEVER FIND A GIRL WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME........ so true.. u wont.. lol i almost hope u get played n' messed up with.. n' i hope u realize ...i hope u wish that u had held on to what we had.. im not waiting around for you... i cant.. i cant do that to mysself.. but i just dont understand.. how u got something u wanted .. n' everything so great.. n' one thing .. one problem comes up.. n' u just throw everythin away.. just like that... why??... i just want to talk to you... bout stuff.. so that way i can not be so frustrated with things n' move on... i just need to know stuff.. n' i wanna make it so we can be able to be like how we were before.. friends.. as hard as hell as thats gonna be for me.. it owuld be too weird to like live without u.. i've been with u through so much since freshmen year.. n' our senior year.. i cant just act like i dont know u .. idk.. anyways.. basically u suck.. n' i love u.. n' i wish that you could just see how unbelievbly stupid you are... how is so hard to talk to me bout stuff.. i dont want to argue.. i dont want to fight .. i just wanna make things right.. n' if ur scared ur gonna hurt me.. i'm not.. i just want tot know.. i think im strong enough to handle the truth.. ... ass........ anyways.. school sucks my freking ho ho's.. its so easy this year.. seriously.. i hope its a breeze.. dont liek government much tho.. i'll live.. i miss my old senior friends.. its really not that same.. dance will be interesting this year.... its funny how people change so.. suddenly..... crazy... n' my brothers wife.. is officilliay not my favorite person.. she's being such a biiiiiiiiotch.. ya know? ugh.. i cant wait till they move out.. well.. i think i've writeen enought crap in this thing..... felt good to let out some stuff.. so later