what do i want?

[tears_run_dry]

uhhhh crap!.. i dont know what to do now.. i dont know how im gonna figure out what i want... i dont want to get hurt again.. n' i dont want to mess anything up.. n' i dont anyone to get mad at me or wahtever...

damn.. n' my dad just had to bring up something else thats pissing me off....
... gonna go have a breakdown......