I wish something would go the way i want it to

[tears_run_dry]

nothing is ever gonna be easy or simple..if it was.. it wouldnt make everything worth what it is..right?....
i have weird ways of letting go of things i know its not the best so does everyone else. im stupid for that.... i shouldnt give in that way.
if i get one more i dont care or im giving up on you i think ill cry

my mom's a booger... i wanna use the damn car... annnyways i got a cell phone yesterday n' because i dont have a job... i can only use it for emerganccy's so i cant give it out.. yet.. freakin people... i should really get ahold of ashley.. i havnt talked to her since the.. whole thing that happened.. i should of been there more but i was mad... anyways...

im just talking about a bunch of things lol..c'ya later