Oct 18, 2006 01:04
OK so its been awhile again. Florida was awesome and maybe I should post up some pics but not tonight as I would have to place them to photobucket. Anyways it was a great trip and I wish it never ended and yes I do still think about every other day. It has depressed me how much I miss and just how I want to go back and not just for Mickey and the magical kingdom of my childhood but for the awesome people there like my awesome cousin.
It was great seeing him and spending time with him again and it truly saddened me how much we are alike and how well we get along but yet we rarely ever see or speak to each other. In all reality David is the only one I can truly call family. Of course my two aunts Ida and Janie are cool but they are aunts and I'm not close to them nor can I relate to them in age difference. It's the fact that he's like my only cousin. Everyone else has cousins they can hang out with and are cool with like a plethera of them. All I have is one well two but I see Daniel even less. That's what makes David extra special in my life since we are part of a family that is so spread out there is such lack of communication I really don't understand the true meaning of family as others who have a tight knit structure.
Also I adored his girlfriend Kaelan as they are just a perfect match and she is awesomely cool. I was thinking how cool it would be if me and Kenny and Kaelan and David were next door neighbors and the havoc that could be unleashed. I miss Mercedes and Nick alot too as I have no contact with them whatsoever and they were really awesome people. I think that the six of us together was like a match in heaven almost like an episode of friends. I would spend anything just to be with everyone again. What was a plus was that Kenny got along with him which was really important and yes Kenny was extremely nervous as he has very little exposure to the family and he yearns for acceptance. During the trip he had told me that he could tell that David was really protective of me and that made me extremely happy.
As for the recent school has been alright. I don't try as much as I used to and watch a movie everday and relax which is so much better than me stressing and having no breaks. Jasmine is growing so big and is such a troublemaker almost like her terrible twos and Chris is back to normal. Lately I have been spending alot of time with Junior and Lisette from work or rather more so with Liz. Right now those two have to be my closest friends though I see them well Liz twice a week and Jr. once a week. Me and her are so alike its like we are sisters. I totally adore her and I'm so happy that she is actually confiding in me. Last week we saw Employee of the Month which was my second time seeing it and we got lost in the city so that was fun. This weekend we were lost in Brooklyn to go to a haunted house. We are so silly in everything we do and I just love it. It's like going exploring and never giving up on our current goal.
I have such important people in my life and I leave last Kenny who is away in Guatemala because his aunt died. He should be back this sunday which I am happy about because I am so lonely without him here and find myself with nothing to do.
Nov. 9 going to see Cirque du Soliel Delirium and yes my goal is to see all their shows. I also have tickets to see the sexy Dane Cook at Madison Square Garden. I went to see him on the today show and got a free shirt and poster. I was on TV so that was cool and I was able to meet all the news anchors that I have been watching for 8 years. Yes geeky but that is my news channel in the morning before I go to school. Anyways back to school work.