ill say goodbye pretending everythings ok

[tears_of_lies79]

soo today is the last day before school starts :x its sad. ill live. today i woke up to my mom in my room talking about something being screwed up so naturally that woke me up and i followed her to the hallway thingy to the kitchen and she had tried to prime the walls but something about the primer was wrong so she messed the walls up and we had to throw all the primer out cuz it was bad? so i helped her fix the walls and try and take all that primer off while it was still wet. fun fun. then keith called and asked why im mad at him when im not and why i feel replaced and i told him i didnt. it pissed me off. i took all the posters off my wall cuz my moms doing something to it. and i must have took out 50+ staples. it was fun theres still some in my bed.... haha. last night i went looking at cars with nikki and mike cause nikki needs my "approval" hahaha its cuz im cool like that :). well i should be off my mom wants me to go put clothes away ::dances::

later dayz
-jess

-I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside