Happy Valentines Day:
Since I went to school late today, I called Jay AKA "Hunny." He askes me to come into work at 3 when I'm starting at 4. I say "yeah sure, why?" He goes, since its valentines day I wanted to run home get money and buy you flowers. Okay, yeah sure I'll at 3, no big deal. I get there, he already went home, at like 10. Then after work, I tell Jennifer we can drive over to her boyfriends house, so she could see him. Come to find out he knows Hunny. Hunny wasn't sick like he told our work he was. Hunny was getting HIGH, I'm not going to regret this. Shit happens and life goes on. Getting HIGH hurts a lot of people, so I hope at the end of the day you can go to sleep knowing what you did. If you think you can play me, try, I just won't care what you do with your time. I sucks that we work with each other, but pay back is a bitch. I just when I see you next it will be a long time. I'll keep my head up and not look at you. I'm not letting you win, not this night. Explain all you want, I can just tune you out. Riding in the car with Jennifer and asking me about Matt, it hurt. You always think about getting hurt on the outer shell of your body, but this was deeper. This was part of my life that just happend. I didn't ask for it nor did I want it, it just happend. I know I could end up like Rachael, I mean I hang out with the people she did, least the ones that arent in jail. I'm putting myself out there to get hurt, and this time, I don't mind it...
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