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Jul 26, 2004 00:12

The last few days have been the worst days of my life.
Havnt argued so much in 1 week ever.

I miss one of my closest friends ive ever had.
I was pissed with them for the pure fact of how they treat me and other. I still hate this but something else is making me regreat it all. Me feeling this must mean i care a hell of a lot more than i thought. Maybe i overeacted and i hope they can forgive me for this. I miss you sooo sooo much...

I argued with my best friend. And all because i had broken a promise. I feel real bad about this and i tried to change the dates of my flights and stuff just to avoid it. Im real sorry... Im gonna miss you more than anything as im not going to see u for 4 weeks now!! God thats going to be horrible.

Im going away to spain on Tuesday. Im going to miss the gig on 28th which i have been looking forward to forever and im so gutted about that. No matter what anyone says im am upset about it. It makes me wish i had never agreed to this holiday because its caused so much shit and arguement and upsets its unbelievable. But i need it more than anything at the moment.

I miss my parents and my brother too. Im not going to see them for 3 weeks now and its the longest ive been away from them. They mean the world to me.

Im off to bed now. Have a good one.. Night night.
xxx
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