whoooaaaa
Sooo....soooo much has happened since i last updated. i had an entry all typed out but then my computer restarted. this was friday....befooore shit hit the fan. then it just died. soo i dont even remember what i was talking about in that one. anyways...so 9 years ago today was when Mom had her seizure. really sad and i didnt even realize it until later today. when i was unpacking my stuff and i saw my alarm clock. and im not even going into detail about what happened until later in the week. but yea...basically..my life has turned upside down this weekend and things are absolutely crazy right now. it still all seems so unreal to me. and i honestly can't believe it. but im happy. really happy. and so yea...ill update later. when things are less complicated. haaaa right. that won't happen for a while. anyways...yea.