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Grandma arrived today from Venezuela so Im really happy. I love having my grandma because she makes really good food and she just loves me..Hmm I have a stupid monologue due on wednesday and I have the worst stage fright..greaattt...Anyways sitting here doing some homework..Oddd I know.Ive had a lot of time to think about everything..Yea everything doesnt go the way I planned it..but I believe in fate and I believe that things happen for a reason. If its not meant to be then its not. I guess I will have to deal with that sooner or later. Today we had a discussion of fate in English, and I truely believe in it. Maybe not everything it fate but I believe that life is sort of planned out. Somethings fail for a reason maybe to make you stronger or make you take a follow a different path. I have failed at somethings and it has led me to a different path. I just hope that the path I take is the right one. Ive been lost lately with everything that is going on my in my life. I dont know if what I am doing is the right thing, I just wish someone could come up to me and tell me that what Im doing is the wrong thing that I am supposed to be doing something completely different. I dont know where I am going with this just that I am lost within all of my thoughts. Do YOU believe in fate?If so why? if not why?...I think its a good question to ask someone. Its a crazy thing to think about if you ask me..I mean if your life is planned out..Why worry? Yet still as a society we worry about what we are doing..but if we believe in fate..Why worry? I dont get it.. I worry, I worry all the time. I try not to but I cant help it. I think this is why I have so much  anxiety. I worry way tooo much. As people would call me..A worry wart..Uggh I dont know what to do with all the situations I am in..I feel like some of them arent supposed to be there but if I believe in fate why should I even worry about it..Its meant to be there...right? or can I change it..can I change fate..Is that allowed?..

Question to everyone..I dont care who you are..Do you believe in fate?