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i hate being 18. i can't wait to turn 19, maybe things will be easier. i hate the fact that my boss gets so irritated at me when i am sick. it's not like i get sick a lot, ya know. fuck that ho. stupid cunt. people annoy me. i am getting my hair highlighted next week, yay! it's gonna look cute! :) i get my windows tinted on monday which is gonna help us all out this summer. woot woot. i love this damn song. this whole c.d. rocks. so i caught the inferno (FINALLY!) today, and boy is it ever going to be the best challenge yet! i need a tan, i feel so naked being so white. :( so linkin park/pod are comin to norman and i am gonna go! :) WOOT WOOT! i'm excited about that. yeah, so my dad said no english bulldog, well what he doesn't understand is that he can't so no to a stray. ;) haha, rachel knows this system. so last night hanson was on the big ass battle on gayhits and of course they won. rock on! i need to get a new damn cell phone because mine is a piece of shit! i went and talked to the people at us cellular the other day and they said if i move that they'll just cancel my service and no big adjustment to my credit will go down. honda said i just have to change my address with them. my car insurance is the only thing i really need to figure out and all i have to do on that is go talk to melanie. she'll know what to do, that woman rocks! i'm like tight with my insurance agent. so tomorrow i am going to try yet again to get my damn ram and printer/scanner thing for my computer. I HATE TELECHECK! THEY SUCK BALLS! life sucks right about now. i get my taxes done next week, that should be interesting. all of it goes to my dad except for like $200.00 i gedda keep that. so i saw tania furr the other day and we exchanged numbers. i'm still clueless to life. i often wonder if i am ever going to figure anything out. (probably not) anyway, so i went and visited the ol fam the other day. sheree (my cuz) thinks i should get all my shit in my car and get the fuck out of here because she thinks that this place isn't good enough for me because i deserve better. my aunt seems to think i should get the fuck out while i can. what i am waiting for though is the right moment.... i am almost to my last draw, but i figure i might as well wait on jess to come for spring break because otherwise she won't have anywhere to stay. i am just waiting for the right moment to say FUCK ALL YA'LL and just leave. i don't feel tomorrow is the right moment though. it is great to know that i have the backing of my family on this one, the only ones i feel that are gonna be like "no" are my bro and jenny. screw them anyway, fuck all who don't support me, i don't need the support anyway. i am sick of people underestimating me as well as not supporting me. i can do this all by myself thank you very much! i think my fever friend my brain today, lol. i am just thankful that i do get to get out of here because this damn shithole drives me insane. DRAMACENTRAL! it's like everyone here all they do is talk shit, cheat, do drugs, fuck around, be hoes and bitches, and i'm sick of it. it's like i am at my witts end with so many things and so many people. on a lighter note, jill and i are going on saturday to get tattoos. i will be up to 5 now. i am thinkin of getting an orbital pierced as well. how in the hell are they gonna go and give jack osbourne a fucking drivers license? kid ain't got no drivin skills whatsoever. anyway, i'm sick of bitching and i wanna lay down. peace out.