Missing Seeing Undertaker/ My weird Kane/Undertaker dream with Kayla (Ketene)in it. lol
Undertaker's here tonight. The big Survior Series PPV is here tomarrow. I had totally forgot that my aunt couldnt get tickets till I went to the mall and saw a huge poster with him on it. I like cried at the mall and people we're staring at me weird as I cried before a siloette of the Undertaker. I felt like a big baby but it's been like 2-3 years since I saw him. It sucks I miss him so bad, he was soooo nice. Guh' this sucks so much!!! I like NEED to see him. It's depressing, like all I would do is mope around the mall at all the things that reminded me of him. Then I ended up buying a magazine with him, a Texas shirt...and a few other Undertaker related stuff. Which is really cool, but kinda sad in a way. This sucks I wanna go see him so bad. Well I'm tired of bitching about it so I'm moving on...
Where have you been John, we haven't talked in forever I miss you. Lmao. But I think nothing less of you for totally avoiding me!! lmao.
And where's My Squishy been? Does he hate me now?! I wouldn't doubt it... I feel like a lot of people hate me latly.
I miss David now...but like not really it's weird.
This is my first night ALL ALONE, my grandparents are up-north 4 hrs. away... my aunt's 2 hrs. away. Not even Lauren (my friend) who lives across the street is home. It was like sweet at first but I'm like paranoid... I need to turn off the damn horror movie in the next room the music and stuff is freaking me out. Ok I'll admit it,...I'm really scared lmao. BUT!!! NO ONES ONLINE!! So I like cant calm down. GRRR... This is soo cool but it sucks too. I'm like almost scared to go to sleep lmao.
Anyway, I had a weird dream a few days ago... This is gonna be in detail so don't read it if yah' don't wanna....I was at like Lauren's house and it was really dark but I could still see a bit and Kane was mad at me for something and he kept saying like "You cant get away" and creepy stuff like that and he went to grab my throat but Undertaker came and grabbed me and carried me over to this like trap door in the house and he quickly set me down there and told me to hide and be quiet so I went into the corner of the room behind some boxes near a window where I could see the moon. And I heard the two of them fighting upstairs and Undertaker yelled "RUN!!!" to me so I broke the window with my fist and I got cut a bit and I climbed through as Kane came after me. I ran to my house and was trying to tell my Dad. (side note I have no idea who my real father was but this guy was a jackass and I called him dad lmao) So I was all like "DAD KANE"S AFTER ME!! DAD HELP!!! PLEASE DAD HELP ME!!!" And he was being so mean and told me to "Get my ass inside the house or he'll hit me again. That I have to keep my god damn mind off that 'wrestling shit'." So I didn't know what to do so I went inside the garage through the side door and I decided I was gonna lock myself in the house. So I locked the side garage door and I was trying to put the main garage door down by pressing that button and my brother (i dont really have a brother in real life either.. it's weird) anyway, my brother walked into the garage and made the door come up again. and so I kept yelling at him "GET OUT OF THE WAY!!! I NEED TO SHUT THE GARAGE!! HE"S GONNA GET ME!!! C'MON THIS ISNT FUNNY!! MOVE!!!!" And he got pissed at me and was like "I HAVE A FRIEND OVER QUIT BITCHING GET IN THE HOUSE LIKE DAD SAID HE"S TAKING ME AND MY FRIEND TO THE STORE!!!" So I just stood there and watched his friend walk into the garage. He was a teenager like my brother but right away I could tell he was Kane but like in a different form and like my brother kept wanting me to meet him it was weird so like Kane being the teenager hugged me and like I freaked out and he whispered to me once again "Your not gonna get away...I'll never let you" and I freaked out and pushed him away and ran to the door that lead into the house and my dad came to the car and said "Dont you dare leave this house or else!" And they left in the car and the garage finally closed. So I stood there till I knew they we're gone and I like mummbled "Or else what" And then I opened the garage and ran down the street and it was pouring rain but I kept going and I was like two streets away and I ran into Kayla (Ketene) and she was walking this dog and she was like "Isn't my dog cute..." and like I started to talk to her and pet her dog. And then I saw my dad's car and Kayla told me to run. But I couldnt move and my dad stopped the car and threw me into the back seat and I was stuck next to Kane who looked like himself again but with the mask... and he just stared at me with his head slightly tilted and he wouldnt blink and I could tell he was like pissed at me still and it was the scaiest feeling ever to be stuck there and know I cant escape. I tried to open the door but it was locked. And they we pulled into my garage and my dad and brother got out but my door still wouldnt unlock. They walked away into the house and left me in the car with Kane. And he like wouldnt stop staring at me. And I was trying to brake the window to the car and he grabbed me by the throat and slammed me against the window and got really close to me and just kept repeating "Your not getting away, I wont let you get away. Your mine...Not his." It was so weird. And when I woke up my neck was all sore like I had slept funny on it or something and my throat was like scratchy and dry... it freaked me out a lot.
I serioudly have issues... Do any of you guys have any idea what it means?
Lauren thinks it has to do with me liking Undertaker a lot latly, and like the subconsious Kane in my mind is kind of saying like you'll never get away from me no matter how much you "love" Undertaker. Cause I will always be a part of you. What do you think?
Where have you been John, we haven't talked in forever I miss you. Lmao. But I think nothing less of you for totally avoiding me!! lmao.
And where's My Squishy been? Does he hate me now?! I wouldn't doubt it... I feel like a lot of people hate me latly.
I miss David now...but like not really it's weird.
This is my first night ALL ALONE, my grandparents are up-north 4 hrs. away... my aunt's 2 hrs. away. Not even Lauren (my friend) who lives across the street is home. It was like sweet at first but I'm like paranoid... I need to turn off the damn horror movie in the next room the music and stuff is freaking me out. Ok I'll admit it,...I'm really scared lmao. BUT!!! NO ONES ONLINE!! So I like cant calm down. GRRR... This is soo cool but it sucks too. I'm like almost scared to go to sleep lmao.
Anyway, I had a weird dream a few days ago... This is gonna be in detail so don't read it if yah' don't wanna....I was at like Lauren's house and it was really dark but I could still see a bit and Kane was mad at me for something and he kept saying like "You cant get away" and creepy stuff like that and he went to grab my throat but Undertaker came and grabbed me and carried me over to this like trap door in the house and he quickly set me down there and told me to hide and be quiet so I went into the corner of the room behind some boxes near a window where I could see the moon. And I heard the two of them fighting upstairs and Undertaker yelled "RUN!!!" to me so I broke the window with my fist and I got cut a bit and I climbed through as Kane came after me. I ran to my house and was trying to tell my Dad. (side note I have no idea who my real father was but this guy was a jackass and I called him dad lmao) So I was all like "DAD KANE"S AFTER ME!! DAD HELP!!! PLEASE DAD HELP ME!!!" And he was being so mean and told me to "Get my ass inside the house or he'll hit me again. That I have to keep my god damn mind off that 'wrestling shit'." So I didn't know what to do so I went inside the garage through the side door and I decided I was gonna lock myself in the house. So I locked the side garage door and I was trying to put the main garage door down by pressing that button and my brother (i dont really have a brother in real life either.. it's weird) anyway, my brother walked into the garage and made the door come up again. and so I kept yelling at him "GET OUT OF THE WAY!!! I NEED TO SHUT THE GARAGE!! HE"S GONNA GET ME!!! C'MON THIS ISNT FUNNY!! MOVE!!!!" And he got pissed at me and was like "I HAVE A FRIEND OVER QUIT BITCHING GET IN THE HOUSE LIKE DAD SAID HE"S TAKING ME AND MY FRIEND TO THE STORE!!!" So I just stood there and watched his friend walk into the garage. He was a teenager like my brother but right away I could tell he was Kane but like in a different form and like my brother kept wanting me to meet him it was weird so like Kane being the teenager hugged me and like I freaked out and he whispered to me once again "Your not gonna get away...I'll never let you" and I freaked out and pushed him away and ran to the door that lead into the house and my dad came to the car and said "Dont you dare leave this house or else!" And they left in the car and the garage finally closed. So I stood there till I knew they we're gone and I like mummbled "Or else what" And then I opened the garage and ran down the street and it was pouring rain but I kept going and I was like two streets away and I ran into Kayla (Ketene) and she was walking this dog and she was like "Isn't my dog cute..." and like I started to talk to her and pet her dog. And then I saw my dad's car and Kayla told me to run. But I couldnt move and my dad stopped the car and threw me into the back seat and I was stuck next to Kane who looked like himself again but with the mask... and he just stared at me with his head slightly tilted and he wouldnt blink and I could tell he was like pissed at me still and it was the scaiest feeling ever to be stuck there and know I cant escape. I tried to open the door but it was locked. And they we pulled into my garage and my dad and brother got out but my door still wouldnt unlock. They walked away into the house and left me in the car with Kane. And he like wouldnt stop staring at me. And I was trying to brake the window to the car and he grabbed me by the throat and slammed me against the window and got really close to me and just kept repeating "Your not getting away, I wont let you get away. Your mine...Not his." It was so weird. And when I woke up my neck was all sore like I had slept funny on it or something and my throat was like scratchy and dry... it freaked me out a lot.
I serioudly have issues... Do any of you guys have any idea what it means?
Lauren thinks it has to do with me liking Undertaker a lot latly, and like the subconsious Kane in my mind is kind of saying like you'll never get away from me no matter how much you "love" Undertaker. Cause I will always be a part of you. What do you think?