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Once again I give up.
My family hates me,
My friends don't care about my emotions,
I am done. :(
My grandma is mad that I rather stay home then go up north this weekend. I just wanna be home and watch my halloween movies and yet she still says I ruin everything. And everything is my fault.
Lauren got invited to this Halloween Party friday... and it seems like everyone I know is going... but me.
Then today she pulled Joey to the side not a foot away from me and asked if he was going. She "whispered" "you going to the halloween party friday?" and he said yes and she was like cool me too. And tried to keep it from me. I then told her "Lauren I could hear you..." and she was like "Oh yea I forgot you already know about the party" Does she not think? So what if I KNOW about the part I was not INVITED it hurts to be excluded again. This is my childhood all over. I hate how inconsiderate she is.
My favorite holiday has become the worst...
I wish to go to some far away place and live out my days in solitude. Maybe the Opera House like Erik :(
"And now, how you've repaid me
Denied me and betrayed me..."
My family hates me,
My friends don't care about my emotions,
I am done. :(
My grandma is mad that I rather stay home then go up north this weekend. I just wanna be home and watch my halloween movies and yet she still says I ruin everything. And everything is my fault.
Lauren got invited to this Halloween Party friday... and it seems like everyone I know is going... but me.
Then today she pulled Joey to the side not a foot away from me and asked if he was going. She "whispered" "you going to the halloween party friday?" and he said yes and she was like cool me too. And tried to keep it from me. I then told her "Lauren I could hear you..." and she was like "Oh yea I forgot you already know about the party" Does she not think? So what if I KNOW about the part I was not INVITED it hurts to be excluded again. This is my childhood all over. I hate how inconsiderate she is.
My favorite holiday has become the worst...
I wish to go to some far away place and live out my days in solitude. Maybe the Opera House like Erik :(
"And now, how you've repaid me
Denied me and betrayed me..."