Your telling me It won't work...

[tearpaintedface]

What are you trying to do...Make me feel incredibly guilty, Because your the King of it. Why can't you say Your incredibly happy for me. It's much easier. I know you say you are, But at the same time. Your telling me to find someone here. Who would that be? You. Well, I'm sorry. But, You aren't him. Once long ago, I thought that we could have worked...I'm guilty. We both liked each other. It was long ago. I moved on. And You expected me to be a part of your fan club...I'm sorry, And I always felt second rate...even though you told me I wasn't. You were scared I was to pretty. What kind of reasoning was it...But, Now you've been coming around. Well, It hurts...You say You don't want me hurt, you want what is best for me. Can't you just realize I'm incredibly happy. And I wish you would wish me well. I know you do. But, Jealousy does show somewhat. I can tell. It's more obvious to my eyes. Now...

Ruth is Back, Thank god I <3 her.

I miss you...<3

Man, I dislike vampires :) I think I need to wear some garlic around me! hah to keep them away.

Today is my father's Birthday, I made a mayan temple cake...and Burnt my thumb >:(!!!!!!!!!

I am praying I get to go to the band gig!!! <3333