leave me alone, I'm lonely

May 03, 2007 22:29

I am a mess.

As I pulled into the driveway, I thought, "This is the last time I'm going to park Jack here."  And then I started crying.  Over a car.

It's also the last time I drove back along Westnedge: windows rolled down, sun roof open, music blasting, singing along at the top of my lungs.  The way I used to go back from Eric's house all the time, except there are more cars here.

Such a mess.  I can't believe I feel this way about a car that's given me more than his fair share of trouble.  But knowing that it'll be a different car in two days - two days - just ... going home tomorrow is going to suck.  This weekend is going to suck.  But I don't think anyone's really going to understand.
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