May 03, 2007 22:29
I am a mess.
As I pulled into the driveway, I thought, "This is the last time I'm going to park Jack here." And then I started crying. Over a car.
It's also the last time I drove back along Westnedge: windows rolled down, sun roof open, music blasting, singing along at the top of my lungs. The way I used to go back from Eric's house all the time, except there are more cars here.
Such a mess. I can't believe I feel this way about a car that's given me more than his fair share of trouble. But knowing that it'll be a different car in two days - two days - just ... going home tomorrow is going to suck. This weekend is going to suck. But I don't think anyone's really going to understand.