Dec 25, 2003 00:20
me: i just wanted to show you that you're not the only one who goes through pain, or depression, or the thoughts of suicide and all that. you're not the only one who knows depressions face. ive seen it too. ive been there. i just wanted u to know that although u might think with all your might that "no one knows what im feeling or going through, no one could understand"
me: yes, they do. because so many have been there. but. i just wanted to show u that, because, ur not alone in it. and if u ever need anyone, no matter what, you can always always always come to me.
me: i just wanted u to know that.
me: <3
him: aww thanks jojo <3
me: of course Fred!!!
me: i just wanted u to know that.
him: Yeah, it's somethin I needed to learn.
him: For a long time I thought I was like the only one depressed and it just made me even more depressed to think that I was so fucked up, but yeah, I'm not the only one, and its pretty common, and I'm not as embarrased about it now, but im still embarassed of it, I dunno I think its just kinda pathetic of me.
me: everyone feels it, no worries Fred
me: no shame.
me: just be proud of yourself u got out of it and realized that so fast.
me: lots of people use up years trying to figure that out
him: yeah
him: cuz i got good friends like you and jace who helped me thru
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