Heartbreak.
How the fuck are you supposed to be happy when you have feelings for 2 people that don't exactly get along???? GAH!!!! In the past few weeks I have started to have feelings for someone I shouldnt be.. just cause he has hurt me in the past. BIG HURT too. And, the other person that I have feelings for.. I always have, and always will. He's my bestfriend. I just hate it when this happens.. you get this feeling in your stomach and throat that just makes you sick. And it does.. it makes you sick. Gah.. screw it. I'm done. I actually care about 2 people and they leave here in about 2 1/2 weeks. I hate it. Dammit... I'm done. ♥