Single's Awareness Day...
Today is the infamous Valentine's Day. Or in my case, and many others, Single's Awareness Day. I started the day with a happy outlook on it, but through the day it kind of progressed into bitterness, but interestingly enough not bitterness about my lack of a relationship. So here goes...
I woke up and was happy cause I am in a one-act and that makes me happier than almost anything else could. God, I miss performing... And I get to again! Maybe this time I will be seen as someone with talent... or something. Anyway, I am extremely excited and happy about that. On with the day: I went to fitness (8 AM) and that was good. Breakfast followed. Things were good until a certain class. Now, it is one of my favorite classes, if not my number one class. I love it. Some of us went to another place on campus to work on something for class and that would be good and fine if people actually listened to what I have to say once in a while. I mean, damn, is it really that hard to listen to one frickin idea without interrupting me or ignoring it completely? I mean, it wasnt just me, there was someone else being ignored as well. And when they think they know what you are going to say and make a comment with an attitude as if I am stupid for making the comment (even though I wasn't going to make the comment they thought in the first place.... its just... ugh.) I HATE being downgraded... I am NOT STUPID. When will people get it in their fucking heads that I'm actually an intelligent person who has things to say once in a while. Whatever. I moved on from that and continued with more classes and went to dinner, where once again I was ignored when I was trying to say something that was important to me, but obviously they don't care... so I got up earlier then I typically would and moved. I'm just sick of it. Anyway, things got better after that when I left the caf and called TRoy, who I haven't talked to in a while and got to catch up with him some and that was really good. He made me smile. I can't wait till the summer cause I will finally get to see him again (after 3.5 yrs or so) at Nicole's wedding... and if I get to see John this summer too... that would make this summer amazing... I hope it works out... I want to see him so much. I miss his hugs. I miss talking to him in person. I miss that kind of friendship. I don't have that anymore really, with anyone. Where was I going with this? Oh right. I have nothing else to say except...
I wish I was in love... or even in like... or had someone like me... that would be nice too. Okay, no more emoness.
I am in a show so life is good. Some people have been nicer towards me, for lack of a better word. I am going to go watch The Notebook now, and cry, a lot. I need it and then I'll be ok.
When talking about Single's Awareness Day...
"The acronym for that would be S-A-D."
-TRoy-
haha. I love that guy. :)
I woke up and was happy cause I am in a one-act and that makes me happier than almost anything else could. God, I miss performing... And I get to again! Maybe this time I will be seen as someone with talent... or something. Anyway, I am extremely excited and happy about that. On with the day: I went to fitness (8 AM) and that was good. Breakfast followed. Things were good until a certain class. Now, it is one of my favorite classes, if not my number one class. I love it. Some of us went to another place on campus to work on something for class and that would be good and fine if people actually listened to what I have to say once in a while. I mean, damn, is it really that hard to listen to one frickin idea without interrupting me or ignoring it completely? I mean, it wasnt just me, there was someone else being ignored as well. And when they think they know what you are going to say and make a comment with an attitude as if I am stupid for making the comment (even though I wasn't going to make the comment they thought in the first place.... its just... ugh.) I HATE being downgraded... I am NOT STUPID. When will people get it in their fucking heads that I'm actually an intelligent person who has things to say once in a while. Whatever. I moved on from that and continued with more classes and went to dinner, where once again I was ignored when I was trying to say something that was important to me, but obviously they don't care... so I got up earlier then I typically would and moved. I'm just sick of it. Anyway, things got better after that when I left the caf and called TRoy, who I haven't talked to in a while and got to catch up with him some and that was really good. He made me smile. I can't wait till the summer cause I will finally get to see him again (after 3.5 yrs or so) at Nicole's wedding... and if I get to see John this summer too... that would make this summer amazing... I hope it works out... I want to see him so much. I miss his hugs. I miss talking to him in person. I miss that kind of friendship. I don't have that anymore really, with anyone. Where was I going with this? Oh right. I have nothing else to say except...
I wish I was in love... or even in like... or had someone like me... that would be nice too. Okay, no more emoness.
I am in a show so life is good. Some people have been nicer towards me, for lack of a better word. I am going to go watch The Notebook now, and cry, a lot. I need it and then I'll be ok.
When talking about Single's Awareness Day...
"The acronym for that would be S-A-D."
-TRoy-
haha. I love that guy. :)