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Hey beautiful people! Alright so last night I went on a date with this guy Ryan. Hes a football player at Summit. hes really cool...lol call me for details! *wink*
And I just walked in from the SMU tournament, twas lots of fun. Really pretty campus, hung out with HAHN and also took home quite a few trophies and 2nd place sweepstakes with less then half the team! Dayum Right and more so we did it without our usual Duet and Debate advantage and this is one of the hardest tournaments of the year. Brothers and sisters that is something to drink to. Now I must go change out of my suit and climb into bed and get some well deserved sleep.
On sadder news, before I leave, I have yet to talk to Brett. I know all of you are getting annoyed, I am fine but I would still love some closure to I dunno a relationship that lasted almost a year. It is killing me to think he hates me for reasons I don't even know and more so because part of me is wandering if I wasted a year of my life to be treated a s a joke to someone I shared everything with.m I don't know what to think or feel and it is really nerve-racking. So Brett if you happen to read this, don't you think you owe me just a sliver of closure so I can move on without wandering what the hell happened. I am ok with what I found out. I am even over it. I don't care. Sure its insulting and hurtful but hey you have done alot of that with us, and so have I. Can you just tell me where the hell I stand? I deserve that much. If you loved me at any point in the past year...give me this.