Blame no God
You know, A friend's birthday. Two friends at the same day, to be precise. On top of that some serious study issues, and precious person to be near. It's perfect to be there, isn't it? So why pain? Definitly not a good timing to feel some pain. Screw pain, there are painkillers for some reason. Your world is a bit blurry and you are to hot to be a healthy man. "Get a grip of yourself"- forgive me, i'm really so sorry that i can't.
Well, we may try to kill me. Afterlife may be not less harsh, but surely without that junk body of mine. (just in case i become zombie, lich or some funky undead creature- remind me to remove some unnesessary organs to feel a little more happy). Actually awful idea. I like my body: it has it's disadvantages, like i'm sure i'm slowly dying, and sometimes i can fell it- scares the soul out of me, but my body is perfect just for me. I can realy tell- it is as if a chosen it myself.
"Take it easy,- you're a 'take-it-easy-person', aren't you?"- seriosly, people i can understand where did you get that silly idea, but quit programming me just for the reason you think i can live through everything with a smile. There are stuff that i can only take seriously and its damn important. "Screw troubles, be yourself"-
who else can i be? Another muself?
Which leads me to a question- "When you love and hate someone at the same time... will it make your love deeper or hatred stronger? Or will it be "i don't care more" thing, which is the bane of all living?"
Bless me please, someone- i cannot go on without it.
Well, we may try to kill me. Afterlife may be not less harsh, but surely without that junk body of mine. (just in case i become zombie, lich or some funky undead creature- remind me to remove some unnesessary organs to feel a little more happy). Actually awful idea. I like my body: it has it's disadvantages, like i'm sure i'm slowly dying, and sometimes i can fell it- scares the soul out of me, but my body is perfect just for me. I can realy tell- it is as if a chosen it myself.
"Take it easy,- you're a 'take-it-easy-person', aren't you?"- seriosly, people i can understand where did you get that silly idea, but quit programming me just for the reason you think i can live through everything with a smile. There are stuff that i can only take seriously and its damn important. "Screw troubles, be yourself"-
who else can i be? Another muself?
Which leads me to a question- "When you love and hate someone at the same time... will it make your love deeper or hatred stronger? Or will it be "i don't care more" thing, which is the bane of all living?"
Bless me please, someone- i cannot go on without it.