Apr 10, 2005 19:46
omg!!! i think i'm about to start my period. i'm pms-ing and it totally fucked my weekend. well not totally. friday night i went to the movies with lawrence, missy and my little sis. we had a blast. suprisingly (can't spell sry). then saturday i spent half the day with my dad which was awsome. at 2:30 i went to my boyfriend's house. me him and missy watched movies all day. the only problem with that was that he was turned toward her thewhole time because that's the direction the tv is. i felt ignored like the entire time. then when i actually got attention i felt either unwanted or teased(sexually). we havn't had sex in almost a month. i feel deprived and i'm pretty sure he does too. today we just hung out at my house and did random things. and because of the curse of pms i felt jealous, mad, unwanted, and happy all weekend long. I HATE BEING FEMALE !!!