i'm trying not to be

[tearing]

"you're a liar just like him"
"i didn't lie"
"i sincerly hate you for this"
"i didn't do anything!"
"i'm never going to forgive you"

my mom found out i talked to my dad. i'm not trying to be upset, i don't try. i wish you understood that. i really don't want to care so much. i'm not over-reacting. she really does tell me these things.

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[x0emilyx03]

i'd hold your hand to stop it from shaking, and that moment would be enough to give it a shove to keep living, for me. i miss you janel, i love you.