Apr 20, 2002 19:02
Ok, I'm home now. I had tons of fun, lol. Me and Becky woke up at like 7:30. It sucked though because we went to bed at 1. Her bed is soo comfy :P
We got showers, then at like 9 I couldn't find my money. I started freaking out because I'm forever losing money =X anyway, we sat out on her steps for awhile. I must admit I did sneak a few peeks at Mike's house. However I don't think he was home. At like 2, Harold came over then Becky's mom drove us to Franklin Mills Mall and we went to see Scorpion King. DUDE was that stupid. Harold was the one who wanted to see it, and he even said it sucked. he's funny... hahah.
We walked around the mall and saw my friend Krystle from school. Then Becky's mom came and got us. Now I'm home :)
I wrote Mike an email yesterday when I was at Beck's, and this is what it said :
hey listen, I am REALLY confussed. but when i saw you outside becky's, i wasn't saying anything because i feel so weird around you, but everyone is telling me to tell you how i feel. so here it is : i still love you. i do want to be with you, i don't care what anyone else says. if you still want that, lemme know...
ok. bye. haha.
<33 jessica
OMG - he didn't read it yet either. motherfucker!! read it already... I really miss him. Its so weird though, because I didn't want myself to feel this way about him again. And I could feel myself becoming more into him, even though of everything that has happened. And yesterday when he was standing by Becky's step talking to ::cough ME cough:: us, he touched my leg, and I was like "don't touch me." but it came out the wrong way. I meant to say... "feel me up baby." lol. not really - but still. >:P
I LOVE MICHAEL LAST NAME