Apr 17, 2002 17:07
I'm probablly gonna kill myself later for writting this, but I gotta say it. Every time I said I didn't love you and how I didn't like you like that anymore, I think I was trying to protect myself from getting hurt again. This sounds really crazy, but I think before I was using my parents as an excuse not to go out with you again, because my mom said herself she doesn't care if you call me or whatever. I quess what I'm trying to say here, is that sometimes I feel that I don't like you because your always talking to Bonnie, or you never try and show u still like me... but i do still have a part for you in my heart. even if its the tiniest piece... its still there.
w/b please
jessica
um, right. what now?