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fuccck. I hate being sick. Somehow I mangaged getting another friggin cold from God knows what. Last night was not to good either. My neck was/is sore, so anyway I slept sucked. I had a dream I was on a 3way date and the guy I was talking to was being an ass. heh.
My mom has been repeating over and over, "what would have happened if I didn't take that road? or if I didn't swirv and hit the pole, and I hit the guy instead." its just really odd. its sorta like well what happened if we DID take another road, but then we got in an even more terrible accident and died. or what happened if we DID hit the guys car instead of the pole, and then we end up being sued. it just gives you a whole new outlook on life.
and I have really been thinking. so what if I still like Mike... thats my damn decision. and plus, I could have died. makes ya think.