I'm still alive!
yes, i'm still here. still reading, still living. life stinks, but everyone knows that. i thought my life would be able to move on but i can't seem to find that grip. logically i know what things are and what things are supose to be, but emotionaly i don't understand the feelings that i feel. i feel like a lost soul and just hopeing that maybe when i wake up in the morning that things weren't true. but things are always true, and therefore i lay in bed night after night not able to sleep. i think i may be come'n down with a sleeping problem. no matter what time i sleep at, i always seem to wake up an hour or two.. spend an hour not able to sleep and then crash for another hour and so on and so fourth. i walk around these days with a large chip on my shoulders and a heavy heart. i double think everything and anything and i just can't find my self. i have always been a lost soul but now more then ever i feel like i have no direction. sure, i have burried myslef in writing and school work but i feel myself weathering away in random thoughts and even random feelings... sighs jen out...
living to the next sunset...
living to the next sunset...