Realization
Soo, I've spent the last year contemplating somethin n I think recently... I've come to the realization n conclusion.
I'm lesbian.
Whoa, that looks so weird. I've always wondered, you know? Cause I'm way more into girls than guys. I try to be all googly over guys the way some of my straight friends, but I can't lol. I have no problem bein gay. Hopefully you as my friends won't either. I think I'll always go back n forth, but either way, I'm a member of the gay community n I love it lol.
So, I feel like a lesbian in love lol I am a lesbian in love. I think people will always see me as bisexual n that's all good, but when people ask... ima say gay. It's all the same really, labels don't really matter to me anymore. Call me whatever but just take note that I will take a chick over a guy haha.
Me n Veronika went to Barnes n Noble tonight n I was like "Wouldn't it be funny if the gay section was next to the Christian section?" Hot damn it was. That was extremely funny. I loved it lol. I didn't like that 95% of the books were sexual. It's like.... hey... hi we don't fuck all the time, damn, we have feelings too haha So I'm bascially glancin through books of sex. I saw way too many images of two guys fuckin... that wasn't meant for me to see. I approve of homosexual men... 110%, but I don't wanna open a book n the first thing I see is men gettin it on!! lol Hopefully I can find more... PG-13 rated shit aha not porn. I love Veronika, she's awesome.
Well, this was pretty much it. Just thought I'd share my discovery with you all. I love each n every single one of you. Take care of yourselves... mwah!!
PS~ Todd is the sexiest Mervyn's Employee EVER! haha I love Todd <3